I spent the whole day in my head

Do a little spring cleaning, I'm always too busy dreaming
Well, maybe I should wake up instead
A lot of things I regret but I just say I forget

Why can't it just be easy?
Why does everybody need me to stay?

Oh, I hate the feeling
When you're high but you're underneath the ceiling
Got the cards in my hand, I hate dealing

Get everything I need, then I'm gone
But it ain't stealing

Can I get a break?
I wish that I could just get out my goddamn way
What is there to say?
There ain't a better time than today

Maybe I'll lay down for a little, yeah
'Stead of always trying to figure everything out
And all I do is say sorry
Half the time, I don't even know what I'm saying it about

When it ain't that bad
It could always be worse
I'm running out of gas, hardly anything left
Hope I make it home from work

So tired of being so tired
Why I gotta build something beautiful just to go set it on fire?

I'm no liar, but sometimes the truth don't sound like the truth
Maybe 'cause it ain't, I just love the way it sound when I say it
Yeah, it's what I do
If you know me, it ain't anything new

Wake up to the moon, haven't seen the sun in a while
But I heard that the sky's still blue, yeah

Heard they don't talk about me too much no more
And that's a problem with a closed door

Good news, good news, good news
That's all they wanna hear
No, they don't like it when I'm down
But when I'm flying, oh, it make 'em so uncomfortable
So different, what's the difference?

There's a whole lot more for me waiting on the other side
I'm always wondering if it feel like summer
I know maybe I'm too late, I could make it there some other time
I'll finally discover
That there's a whole lot more for me waiting

I know maybe I'm too late, I could make it there some other time
Then I'll finally discover
That it ain't that bad
Ain't so bad

At least it don't gotta be no more

 What do you want me to say

It's never going away
'Cause I'm stuck on you
Like the smell of cigarettes on your flower dress

I want you under my fingernails
I want you in my sleep and in my dreams
I wake up spooning my pillow
Sweaty hands but please don't tell your friends

Now I'm addicted to cigarettes
At first I didn't let myself inhale
But smoke got through and so did you

And now every burn hole smells like home

And I know it's killing me
But that still won't stop me
'Cause now we smell the same

But you still kill me faster

//j

I don't know how it happened

You got me spinning round for you

To tell you the truth

So you can't say I didn't warn you
I'm bad but I'm good

I'll be so good to you

;

 every day I lie asleep

trying to wake up from this dream

what did you know?
I held my breath through every title

I wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under
I never get that far

Numb, but I still feel it

-

 A day goes by

and leaves a mark on forever

All lost thoughts find their way to the paper

.

 what do you want me to say

when I can't tell you the truth?

##

 give my sorrow

a plot twist

I want you
to stay with me through the fright

30

Smile, like it was yesterday.

Make me believe that you're the same.
Speak, tell me that you're OK.

I'll keep biting on my tongue.
I am looking at your face,
As if we never made mistakes.

Breathe, take in everything.

Become a person that I hate.

I am looking at your face,
As if we never even made mistakes.

If I close my eyes, for long enough.
Would I die, or would I just get lost?

You could find me, if you cared enough.
But I'm hoping you don't.

If I close my eyes for long enough would I die?
I cannot pretend I haven't tried.

I am hoping that you don't find me.

.

/

 I was breathing

so slow

that I thought I was going to die.

-

 I love you

but

we are burning alive

--

And I cannot be changed, I cannot be changed, no
Trust me, I've tried
I just end up right at the start of the line

Drawin' circles

Well I drink my whiskey, you sip your wine
Went through a wall, sittin',
Watchin' the world falling down its decline

And I can keep you safe, I can keep you safe
Do not be afraid, do not be afraid

You're feelin' sorry, I'm feelin' fine
Don't you put any more stress on yourself
It's one day at a time

It's gettin' pretty late, gettin' pretty late
And I find it goes around like the hands that keep countin' the time

Drawin' circles

---

You said when you met me, you were bored

And you, you were in a band when I was born

I have emotional motion sickness

-

I try to stay clean and live without

-

And I wanna know what would happen

If I surrender to the sound

.

I hate you for what you did

And I miss you like a little kid

I can hardly feel anything, I hardly feel anything at all

I'm on the outside looking through
You're throwing rocks around your room
And while you're bleeding on your back in the glass
I'll be glad that I made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did

I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down

There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out

Lately do you feel better when I'm gone?

I made a mess of myself again
I know it's all my fault
I've been, I've been whatever you wanted

It's such a shame that still no one likes looking up when they are lost

I fell into your forbidden arms

I am nothing but an echo through your halls
Won't you just stay here for longer?
I've given all to what is left of you
I don't know where I went wrong

We are alone
Alone with every one
We want our soul to burn
We want to tell the hurt

'Til we don't feel nothing

Why should we try so hard
Let's get numb
'Til we don't feel nothing

There's comfort in the dark
Let's get numb
'Til we don't feel nothing

 you make my Mondays feel like Fridays

I want you, you, you

To hold through the night
I want you, you, you
To see through my heart's disguise
I want you

All I ever needed was your Siamese kiss
Cleanse me up of spookyness
Clear the foxes through the mist
Give my sorrow a plot twist
I want you, you, you

To stand with me through the fright
I want you, you, you

;

I can see you starin', honey

Like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me


I think I've seen this film before
And I didn't like the ending
I'm not your problem anymore
So who am I offending now?
You were my crown
Now I'm in exile, seein' you out
I think I've seen this film before
So I'm leavin' out the side door
So step right out, there is no amount
Of crying I can do for you