What do you want me to say

It's never going away
'Cause I'm stuck on you
Like the smell of cigarettes on your flower dress

I want you under my fingernails
I want you in my sleep and in my dreams
I wake up spooning my pillow
Sweaty hands but please don't tell your friends

Now I'm addicted to cigarettes
At first I didn't let myself inhale
But smoke got through and so did you

And now every burn hole smells like home

And I know it's killing me
But that still won't stop me
'Cause now we smell the same

But you still kill me faster